Too slowly

Times passes too slowly
For I eyes wide open wait for the train
That will take me closer to you
And my eyes won't close
Not even for a second
Not even to let me dream of your bright hands
You and I as a whispering fantasy
Sometimes I can't see anything else
But fading visions of lust and fear disappearing
Too slowly
And you my sweet my salty my sour bonbon
You my excruciating bliss
Rest incessantly at the tip of my tongue